I'll (still) Melt With Him

Today I feel...

in·se·cure /ˌɪnsɪˈkyʊər/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[in-si-kyoor] –adjective

1.	subject to fears, doubts, etc.; not self-confident or assured: an insecure person.

Jeg elsker ham.

Jeg kan ikke leve uten ham i mitt liv. Jeg kan ikke sove uten ham. Jeg elsker begynner endelig ved siden av ham. Jeg elsker ham. Jeg elsker elsker elsker ham.

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hey,
dont write yourself off yet.
its only in your head you feel left out or looked down on.

just try your best, try everything you can
and dont you worry what they tell themselves when you're away.

it just takes some time, little girl, you're in the middle of the ride.
everything will be just fine, everything will be alright.

hey,
you know they're all the same.
you know you're doing better on your own, so dont buy in.
live right now
yeah, just be yourself.
it doesnt matter if it's good enough for someone else.

it just takes some time, little girl, you're in the middle of the ride.
everything will be just fine, (hear me?) everything will be alright.

hey sasha,
dont write yourself off yet
its only in your head you feel left out or looked down on
just do your best, do everything you can.
And dont you worry what the Bitter hearts are gonna say

it just takes some time, you're only in the middle of the ride,
everything will be just fine.


i wish you peace of the heart, mind and soul.

-A-

"What Doesn't Kill You Only Makes You Stronger."

I hate that cliche so much! I hate it more than anyone can imagine. That sentence shows me that the person saying it to me OBVIOUSLY lacks empathy and doesn't know me and has NO fuckin' clue as to HOW strong I am, or WHAT life experiences I've had that have made me what I am today.

I am strong enough, thank you very much.

All I want is a 'That sucks' or 'Sorry to hear that.'

There's NOTHING anyone can do when it comes to anything that I am dealing with in my personal life. When there's no wind; I row. I make my own way and I somehow, someway just get shit done. That's why I don't walk around sharing things with just anyone. Some are so fuckin' stupid and ignorant that they don't realize that this one STUPID sentence is the WORSE thing you can say to someone. This sentence is insulting to me.

After I hear that sentence, the ONLY response that comes in my head is: I say this with no remorse whatsoever; Go fuck yourself.

Classic Quotes of the Day

"I love how Andrew is wearing his Israeli Counter-terrorism tee-shirt in D.C., walking around with his Muslim girlfriend."
--Jason--


"I am watching 'Indepedence Day'. The aliens just struck the White House and fire engulfed the Capitol Building. I started to get worried since I haven't heard from you since yesterday and your apartment is right around the corner. Then I realized that you are probably at Andrew's place ... and aliens don't care about Cincinatti."
--Eric--

Reality

I wanted to tell her that if she applied for the US Government, where she is currently interning might be used against her. Then I realized that it wouldn't be an issue like it was for me.

She's white.

It sucks being a brown girl in DC.

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