Love

To love and to be loved is to feel the sun from both sides.

Worth the Wait

Its amazing how one sentence made me realize that all this crying and waiting and hoping and praying was worth it. He was worth the wait. He makes me feel exactly how I had always wanted to feel. He tells me he appreciates me. He tells me I'm so good to him when in fact, he's the one who brings out that side of me. Its he who is good to me and makes me feel like I'm the most beautiful and the most luckiest woman on this planet. I am the luckiest woman on this planet. I have found a man who tells me that I am a part of him.

I am a part of him.

Nobody has ever said that to me...ever. If he never whispers another sweet word to me again, it will be okay because that one sentence will keep me going.

Classic

...And That's Why

After an evening of emo-talk courtesy of yours truly, he turns to me and says, "Lets think ahead babe. I mean, do you realize how awkward its going to be on Saturday when you and I are walking around Target holding a bag of diapers?"

That was so unexpected that I couldn't help but burst out laughing.

He has the most unusual way of making me feel better and making me laugh out loud after I've been crying. That...along with zillions of other reasons...is why I love him.

Cynical

The old me: "I think all human being are good inside. Unless someone is mean to me, I am not mean to them."
The current me: "I hate everyone equally until they prove themselves to be decent human beings."

Bleeding Love

Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melted into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing's greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love


--Leona Lewis--

Marine Corps Girlfriend

Me: Babe?
Him: Yes?
Me: I have a feeling I've becoma a Marine girlfriend whether I like it or not...am I right?
Him: Yep!

...

"You are such a wonderful addition to my life. Having you in it makes me wonder what I did before I met you. Life was far more dull, lonely, not fulfilling and the food was a lot worse too."
--Him--

Square One

Back to square one = Chance for a new adventure and a new beginning.

Now if only I can believe what I just wrote.

I'll stop the world

I'll stop the world and melt with you...

PostSecret

I was at Barnes N Noble bookstore in Dowtown DC with Josh on Sunday. I saw the PostSecret book sitting on display on a table. I ripped out a piece of paper from my notebook and wrote my secret on it. I left it in the pages of the book.

My Mother is So Cute

Mom: I just googled your name, and all these articles come up...!
Me: Mom! ARE YOU STALKING ME?!!?

...

"I wish someone talked about me the way you talk about Sasha."

-Jane, to Eric-

...

He that lives upon hope will die fasting.

--Benjamin Franklin--
1706-1790

Classic

How do you say "Bite me you racist moron" in Urdu?

--Bigkahuna--

Woo Hoo!

2 weeks and 2 days till Eric is in DC!

Romancing the Stone

Used to watch this movie with Mari when we were kids and never got sick of it. Its been on TV all this week, and I still am not sick of it. I love this movie. One of my all-time favorites. I want to have an adventure like Joan Wilder who finds her Jack.

Tried

"This is a good sign, having a broken heart. It means we have tried for something."
--Eat Pray Love--

Shawn

Happpppy Burrrrrrrrthdayyy tooo youuuuuuuuuu
Happppy Burrrrrthday to youuuuuuuuuuuu
Happpppy Burrrrrrrrrrthdayyyy dear Shawn, the best brother in the wurrrrrrld
Happpppy Burrrrrrrrrthdayyyyyyyyy toooo youuuuuu

"Okay, so I just saw an Ashwariya Rai movie with granny and alice tonight...forgot the name. But I have come to the conclusion that she is a horrible actress...and all she does is cry throughout every movie shes in.

I mean honestly, when the director gives her the script...it goes like this:

Scene 1: CRY CRY CRY CRY CRY WALK OVER HERE AND LOOK PRETTY ...CRY CRY CRY

Scene 2: Act happy for two seconds and then CRY CRY CRY CRY CRY...walk over to point B and look into the camera to act as though you're pretty...and then proceed to CRY CRY CRY CRY CRY

Scene 3: Look once more into the camera because most naive indian/pakistani people think you poop rainbows and burp Gucci perfume...and then continue doing what you do best! ...yes you got it Ms. Rai ....CRY CRY CRY CRY BAWWWWWWWWW CRY CRY CRY TEARFUL EYES, RED EYES.

Seriously."

--Shawn--