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I saw it today on the metro. I kept looking and all of a sudden a question popped in my head: I wonder if I'll ever have that? I sat there. Thinking. Staring. Wondering. Then I thought of all that I have to do and found it impossible to picture that for myself. For now anyway. Maybe later. But not now. It's not my time. Maybe back then it was but maybe now It's too late. I don't know why I'm making excuses for it. I know I'm not that lucky...not like them.

I (still) walk alone.